reowrr.

dinner with the girls today - was good to catch up over laughs & over eating :) hate that uni has started & that i already have two week's worth of work to catch up on. brother is going for his p's tomorrow, if he gets them i'ma have to invest in buying a new car methinks. um yes. not much else to report, just thought i'd say wassup. wish i was in nz right now :( all them fckrs are over there having fun without me. nana joelynn is half expecting me to pop up as a suprise & i really wish that i could fulfil her wish... doesn't help that mum's prepared to pay for my airfare. so tempting. but i have other things to worry about now like uni, work & ofcourse finances. i mean allgood that mum will pay for the trip over but it's hard to keep up with my family when they go out, $$-wise. you getsss? rather spend it on a worthwhile overseas trip namean. anyways better get to these readings. xo

ghetto superstar

there's been one thing on my mind lately... leaving this place. i don't know where to but i have a few ideas: fiji, peru, maybe hawaii... somewhere that has meaning to me but i'm still unfamiliar with. anyways uni has just started so i'll have to put that dream on hold for a little while at least, seeing as uni = less work = less $$

i've also been inspired to start saving for a car, even though my parents have pretty much given josh & i the civic, i want my OWN car, one that i'd have pulled endless shifts for, one that i've earned all on my own without any help from mummy & daddy. now don't get me wrong i'll be eternally greatful for everything that my parents have provided, but i think it's time to start growing up a little bit more.

at work all day today what's new - well i'm actually spewing because fridays are usually my day off but i had to take cherelle's shift this week for some reason that i don't remember. this week has been pretty boring & i can pretty much sum it up in a few words: work, g&neek, mark, uni. though tonight i'm finally seeing cassandra & steph for the first time in what seems like forever, g'd for that :)

as i've already mentioned, uni has started but i've only been to one lecture... shutup yes i've already got people on my back about it. this weekend i'ma get all my books & whatnot so that once monday comes i'll be ALLGOOD.

dont really use this blog much because i know that the whole world can read it & that makes me uncomfortable. just thought i'd put that out there.

ANYWAYS

adios fuckers xo

STACK THAT CHEESE

GOODNESS ME. highlight of the week/probably month: cassandra's 21st. don't remember much but i know that it was an awesome night. had all the girls there (and i mean ALL. ahem.) & even the 'mr mans' as celica likes to call them lol. the aftermath wasn't pretty though, poor kash had work 1hr after she got home, mark the dramaqueen reckons he had alcohol poisoning, cassandra wasn't sober until two days later & danielle's drive home from work the next day was an extra 50min long thanks to frequent pulling over to throw up. HOWEVER i'm sure we would all agree that it was 100% worth it :)

everything seems so gahh after the big weekend, i've been workingworkingworking (WHAT'S NEW!?!). though i start uni next week, i only have a few classes so i'll still be working in my spare time.

my brother is cooking risotto tonight, yumm!! fingers crossed it turns out edible, then i'm headed off to mark's because the poor baby is sick. pssht hello i was sick twice this winter i don't remember being looked after. but anyways. got a 2hr break 'till i gotta get back to work for some training. eep! better make the most of my oh-so-precious spare time.

love x

wonderful.

back to the daily grind after last week's 2 day throwback. workingworkingworking! at least today i start at midday, gives me time to breath. slept early woke up late, story of my life. well actually that's a lie, because on sunday night i watched 'I Am Legend' with mark and i've been finding it hard to fall asleep since. there's just something about that movie that scares me like 'The Others' doesn't, i think it's the isolation, or the whole 'world is ending/excinction of humans' thing, or maybe that science did it... anyways yerh it scared me.

i remember when i was a little girl & both my grandmas used to live with us, my porpor (mum's mum) used to tickle me before i went to bed & on those nights i used to get such bad dreams. from then on my grandma said, if you laugh too much before you sleep you'll have nightmares. well on sunday night mark found my weakness & tickled me till i had no choice but to kick him in the nuts (omg did i feel the repercussions of that one) & i now i can't help but think that maybe that's got to do with my semi sleepness nights as well.

other than that, things are quite wonderful at the moment. no complaints. work is busy which, though i complain, is better than being quiet with nothing to do. makes my time feel well-spent. cassie's 21st coming up this friday night oodamn, got satday off yessir :) gonna be a funfun night full of drunken rambles & the like. already got my dress so the pre-anticipation of not having anything to wear doesn't exist which is a nice change.

however, someone described me as 'plump' the other day - as a compliment but i didn't find it so. i think i might start walking or something again soon. soon lol.

really feeling this dress, it's 'so lynette' as some would say:

credit: http://lookbook.nu/look/183405-There-is-nothing-as-lucky-as-easy-or-free

xx

sick of being sick.

took another day off work today. didn't win lotto either I'MA BE poor next week.

:(

plus i think my tooth is getting infected stupid antibiotics that have to be taken at awkward hours of the day.