confession.

warning: rated b - extreme boy talk.

i was a shit girlfriend this week.

firstly he's been all excited with his new fishtank(s) and all i've been doing is nagging him about when we can go fish shopping. not even worrying about the nitty gritty stuff like specialised filters and in-system heating. all i wanna do is bangbangbang go get some fish now now now.

then how about arranging to go over to his house at 3pm so that we could meet celica after work at 5 but then skipping uni instead & not even letting him know that i'd be late. then giving him attitude on the phone because he didn't understand what was going on.

on top of that i was being a madd bitch to him about wanting to watch the football. like i mean so what if it's nearing finals season & it's the closest & most exciting top 8 competition we've seen in almost a decade? hellooo me time please! then i expect him to sit through all my girlie shows like sex in the city and america's next top model.

then how about making him drive all the way to homebush just for ribs & rumps then finding parking after 5 rounds of the block only to be turned away because they were too full. sooo then after waiting at kathleen & bryan's for nearly an hour we get to the north ryde one at 9pm. then letting him pay the $150 bill.

there are like a million other things that i did wrong. but he hardly complained once. i was spoon fed. and i dont like it. i dont understand how some girls can just let their boyfriends do everything for them. if you really like someone, you should enjoy giving nearly as much as you enjoy receiving. and get those dirty thoughts out of your head because it goes beyond sexual favours LOL.

in my arms baby yeah

mushi mushayy. konichiwa. ni hooeeeee. how hot was it yesterday & the day before ooft! hardout beach weather, too bad most of us had other plans. dont'ya just miss them days when you could drop everything & run to the beach & spend the whole day soaking up the sun. now'days there's work, uni, moving out (hi kash), etc etc to think about.

anyways enough reminiscing, i'm sure there'll be plenty of time to chillax on the sand come summer (hurry up!). this weekend was a little more special than others... was mark & i's 6 months :) was sweet of him to celebrate it seeing as he doesn't really do anniversaries. spent some time @ luna park, came back with literally a carfull of presents. if i was celica or kash i'd have mostdef taken a pic of all them plushies but me being me i'll just boringly list them... we got 2 massive dogs, 2 medium sized ones, 2 little kangaroos, 2 massive die & one little scruffy lookin puppy dog :) my favourite. he's the only one that i won so he gets special treatment haha. i have nowhere to put all these toys but at the same time i don't wanna give them away! i left the 2 big dogs downstairs for my grandmother though but when she woke up in the middle of the night to go bathroom she nearly had a heart attack she thought that someone was sitting on her couch OOPS! haha anyways amongst all that money spending i also received a necklace & a little stuffed penguin (personal joke). & in return he got them air maxes that he's been whinging for so sallgood :) fit him nicely & theyre a nice change from them stupid Tns.

besides that... worked on satday what's new then just chilled with steph after her work, waited for G to finish then headed to steph's & just chilled blabla. got some major gossip sessions in ;) sunday went to church took my grandma out for lunch & shopping then met up with mark @ kafleen's new place in the late afternoon. very nice place i'm tres jealous :) nice location & setup though a few things are abit what thaa like the random balcony/block of concrete outside her & bryans room but im sure we'll find many things to put it to good use ;) all in all nice pick! can't wait to trash it haha housewarming woooo. ok jokes.

in other news, my parents go away in about 2 weeks woohoo! however, between now & that time i have an essay due + a physiology quiz to cram for. yucky. but lucky i don't have anything due for chemistry although i still haven't handed in my report which was due on friday oops. i had had it done by tuesday it just totally slipped my mind & havent had the chance to so now i'm going to cop a fat late penalty eep. oh well all is good.

:)

UNTIL NEXT TIME
take curr homies xo

pump pump up the volume

bummer. wanted to get the boizo some kicks for our 6 months in an attempt to upgrade his steez & whatnot, but today checked 3 footlockers & theyve all sold out of the pair that he's had his eye on. now i have no idea what to get him, plus i already told him that i got him something so i'ma have to find em somehow! anyways whatever not a big deal, like me paying his $81 fine isn't enough, yerh he reckons he's gna pay me back but whatever bet he'll just expect me to use it for gold class tickets or something. whatever i don't care money ain't a thaang lol.

besides that had quite an uneventful weekend though i am very much liking the amount of dollars in my account atm, safe & untouched :) tryna save for a car but my parents just informed me the other day that they're gonna insure me on the euro, yayerr!! but idk, id still like something to call my very own, had a bit of a falling out with my mum yesterday morning. but it ended in tears & sorrys & i love yous, she just has to realise that the time to let go is drawing close.

speaking of family, chilled w/ g & stephanie on satday... not too good on the homefront with genevier but i'll take her silence as a sign that it's all going good & getting patched up.

yerh whatever. got 2 labs tomorrow definately not looking forward to that shit but better get prepared nevertheless.

payce x

its allgood baby baybayy.

wassuppp.

had the most boringest weekend just past, highlight of it definately being celica & i's little non-adventure to eastgardens for a feed then driving around the city only to turn around due to lack of parking. was fun to catch up & just chillax, laze around & do nothing, together. haha :)

friday & sunday night however i was slaving away in marks kitchen, well not really just watching him cook. my skills were put to the test however on monday night when i cooked for my mummayy, josh....... & mark, who had run out of excuses to weasel his way out of meeting my mum & so finally had to succumb to the challenge :) mwahaha. it went as i expected - awkward but bearable. haven't talked to my mother about mark, don't really have to because i know that if she had something to say then she'd have already said it by now so allgood :)

uni is so boring, today i spent 2.5 hours measuring body temperature yayy. fucked around with chemicals for the rest of the afternoon in chemistry lab, it'll be a miracle if i pass ya'heardd. but i'm known for fluking things so fingers crossed i'll scrape through. don't wanna be doing a first year course in my fourth year of uni that's just straight up shame.

anyways yessir that's all i've gotta bitch & complain about this time 'round. on a more positive note -

looking forward to giggling & yapping with the girls over waffles drizzled in chocolate tomorrow, i can sense a wednesday afternoon ritual coming about :)

& lastly, i'm double looking forward to my parents going away to fiji for 10 days at the end of the month / early sept ! gonna be a hectic 10 days to just kick back & not have to answer to anyonee.

anyways, time for some rest now. i wanna wake up early tomorrow to cook myself a nice hearty breakfast of scrambled eggs on tomato & cheese :)

xo