Monday, June 8, 2009

ni ho ma.

woke up this morning in need of some clarity & so me being me, i made sure i got it. & though i was the one who initiated things, i'm glad i did because now i can breathe easy knowing that even though it's still a little bit fucked up, it's not over just yet.

didn't do much this weekend as i had a tooth out on friday so i was just hiding from the public pretty much all weekend, it's still swollen but i don't care anymore. was going nuts being stuck inside all day with nothing to do, luckily my girl kathleen stepped up & gave me a bit of her time ;) then chilled with my cousins, well mostly G, for the rest of the weekend. watched twilight, what a weird movie. but i love the way that he loves her, it's so sweet.

anyways happy 52nd to my daddy ! <3 didn't get him anything except a cheap card with a sentimental message written inside, but my dad being him - all he wanted was a family portrait to put up in place of the ones already hanging, which are probably more than 10 years old by now. so here's to a dedication to my father: he always puts the family, esp. my brother & i first (mostly me because im his favourite - my brother is my mum's favourite so it evens out). he'll have our safety & development as his #1 priority, but even so he'll go to the ends of the earth just so that we can sorta feel normal & not miss out on too much. like he'll forbid us to get the train to the west but he'll spend his own time driving us there instead. & though frustrating at times, i know he has our best interests at heart always <3 & for that i'll always love him ever so dearly :)

in other news stephanie is coming over tonight for some light night studying, didn't get much done today except finished up my prac book, which i wasn't able to do last week seeing as i missed the last lab due to illness (i'm not lying this time). i have a few lectures to listen to & whatnot, but im glad i only have 2 more subjects to worry about, seeing as i got the other 2 out of the way by handing in those essays. i have a feeling i'll actually pass everything this semester, which will only be the second time out of my two & a half years (ie. 5 semesters) of uni.

so don't worry celica i've only passed 13 out of 17 subjects at uni (OMG!). youre not alone, don't give up !

good luck to all with their exams & whatnot, definately catch up once theyre over! which is SOON! i can nearly smell the freedom :)