things that would make me feel better:
+ essays written
+ soca workbook up to date & ready to be handed in
+ studying accomplished
+ bigger bank account
+ less weight on my hips & thighs
+ him not being so frustrated at me & vice versa
but on a nicer level, something that made me smile; yesterday i was running my mouth factually about my fat ass, like hello i know that my ass is huge. but then marks like are you serious you don't have a big bum there's like hardly anything there. i wasnt even expecting a compliment. & he noticed that i'd done my eyebrows :) haha if only it was that simple all of the time, with everything.
