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lynette hui
me
third year student
only passed 17 out of 21 subjects
still doing first year subjects
philosophy major
who can't even spell nietzsche without looking at my reader
i don't even know the difference between hume & kant
pharmacology student
who fluked my way through chemistry & physiology
scraping past with low 50s
living at home
driving my parents' car
spending my parents' money
letting my parents control my life

sick of it.
at times i can understand why i still let my parents take over because if it was up to me, i'd be out every night, never at home & spending like there's no tomorrow. a bum with no direction.
but at the same time i feel like i'm not able to grow with them constantly in my face telling me what to do. i understand that they want the best for me yaddayaddayadda but i mean how am i meant to learn without room to make mistakes...
i honestly think that they're way overdue to just let me go.
i want to do things my way
i want my own rules
i want to be able to think for myself
i want to become an adult :(